I have been pretty mopey as of late. I’m not feeling my life right now. I need to make a change. Or maybe I need to stop drinking so much Mountain Dew blue. I could be having the pitts from the dropoff when I’m not drinking my Mountain Dew. My weight isn’t really my problem though, my blood sugar is my demon.
Sometimes I dip into low blood sugar comas. Just very brief dopefiend nod offs. When I wake up after the few seconds of shut down my feet and hands hurt. This means that my blood isn’t moving through my body. What’s ironic is that I have always imagined that I woulds be a kick ass cyborg. We’ll see how that shakes out since I’m definitely gonna have to get some limbs amputated soon.
I’m gonna try to figure my shit out. In the meantime and in between time you can watch this faces of death type video that I made while traveling around NYC. I don’t know who dude was on the ground but he looked pretty much 5000. The cops were giving it their best though. Salute to those police that fought the good fight.
The god appeared to be on his way to work. He wasn’t looking like the homeless people that occupy the subways now on the regulack. I imagine he was on his way to work just like my dad was on his way to the 9-2-5 when he had his heart attack. The pain on his face was apparent too. This life sucks for working class poor people.
To Live And Die In NYC from dallas penn on Vimeo.
Saw someone driving one’a those Access-a-Ride buses Sunday. Driver had a heart attack, veered off the road and LITERALLY crashed into a wall, damn near breaking through to the other side. What was really scary is that the wall he crashed into was residential and the windows to the inside apartment were all cracked up. This was on Park Place near Washington.
Oh yeah, driver was also Audi.
Caught that video with a camera phone?
The one thing that I find interesting is that some of the grown homeless cats that I may talk to have family members living in the NY region. For whatever reason they choose to live their lives on their own terms, without judgement. And there are a lot of people that can’t simply catch a break.
Thinking about the working class poor reminds me of certain truism. The poorer you are, the less you make. And the more money you make, the less you work. Well that much pretty describes my life. I just got to figure out how I can work less and bank more.
DP, it is good that you’re aware of the early warning signs that you’re body is giving you. Stay up.
Gotta chill out on those Obama’s and give up those Ghetto Big Macs.
One time on the train I saw a dude caught in between the platform and the train. It was very disturbing seeing a dead man wedged like he was.
Che,
True story is that I haven’t fuxed with McD’s in awhile (like over a month, which for me is = to forever).
I am still going hard for those obamas though. A fool like me needs his free alcohol. The Fader is having that Dewar’s joint tonite right?
“The cities heart is people who show no love.”
The body is crazy…my cousin was diabetic and killed himself with a gallon of orange juice.
That’s a crazy video. I’m surprised they let you stick around with your camera for as long as you did.
Similar to CJ’s story, leaving the cemetery after burying my aunt, the lead limo driver had a heart attack, veered and crashed into some tombstones. Dude was dead on the spot. Dying on the j-o or anything related to it is no way to go.
That is crazy to watch.
I think alot of us are going through the same physical problems. Those physical problems carry over to the rest of our lives. The problem is finding and maintaining motivation. What we all need is motivation, we need some type of biggest loser contest on dp.com .
Getting limbs amuptated is the worst, DP. My great grandmother AND my grandpops both had to lose feet behind diabetes.
And Mountain Dew is the certified devil…it effs up your sperm count too.
DP, i aint nevah lie, cut that slow death shit out now. That shit is mad played out and way teh ghey.
^ “Similar to CJ’s story, leaving the cemetery after burying my aunt, the lead limo driver had a heart attack, veered and crashed into some tombstones. Dude was dead on the spot. Dying on the j-o or anything related to it is no way to go.”
That tombstones shit is mad hilarious!!!
@Juan Solo,
Run The City like P-Diddy!
Drink Life! = Drink Water.
You would be amazed how much your body can do if you give it the chance. Word to Big Bird.
I’m not going to lie, I love the Biggest Loser when I can catch it!
DP, u get the limbs cut off, how in the hell u gonna blog?
Let’s get all of this badlife out of us. Fuh reeeO! Chop, chop. We need DP in our lives.
man i’m with you dp, I am ODing on sugary shit and fast food. first day of my shaolin lifestyle of wellness today. gotta start catchin some healthy munchies…
CJ,
If I get my shit axed off I’m gonna blog like the Black Steven Hawking. [ll] to the fact he blows a tube.
Well, from the other comments it seems you’re already aware that you may be diabetic. If you fux with that Mountain Dew Blue shit as much as you talk about it, you may need to slow the eff down before you become a mess of stubs. For real, take care of your body. You only get one. You ain’t gonna be able to afford that Steven Hawking wheelchair anyway, you ain’t got that kinda guap.
^ Answer me this? What the hell is so good about living anyhoo? What the hell is so glorious about being a wage slave?
I have a hard time reconciling the truth that even though I have what is comparatively a great life that it don’t mean shit. I would have killed myself a long ime ago but I have a low pain threshold.
I love Mountain Dew blue and I want my remains to be burned into microscopic ash and placed in Mountain Dew blue 2 liters to be handed out at my funeral.